The other day I was walking through the neighborhood with one of our family friends and my host mom. We got to a point where the path led to a bridge over a creek. The bridge consisted of two long logs stretched across the gap with a few tattered and broken boards loosely nailed to the supporting logs. As I watched our neighbor expertly cross the bridge, I could hear the wood creeking and saw the bridge wobble and sag with each step.
This is when I began to realize that I too would be crossing that bridge. You have got to be kidding me, I thought. There is no way I can cross that thing. I took one step on to the mess of a bridge and the very first thing I do is look down. The only object in the way of me falling 8 feet to the rocky creek bottom was a worn out board.
I could´t do it. Each time I put my food ahead of me to test the bridge, the board would alert me that it was not capable to carry my weight with an awful creeking sound. At this point, I started looking back trying to see if I could possibly take another route. There was no other choice but to go forward. It was then that my friend came back across the bridge. She took my hand and guided me to the secure and safe points on the bridge. Slowly she held my hand until we safely reached the other side.
In the same way I have been experiencing God in Paraguay. Last week was not easy for me. I had been feeling sick and thinking of home a lot. But God heard my cries and he took me into his firm embrace. I am so blessed to have helping hands from my Radical Journey teammates, my host family, and the friends of my host church. They reached out to me when the bridge a head seemed quite impossible to pass alone. It is with God´s love through others that I have begun walking forward.